cheese, a bit fatter than before><
12.30.2009
12.27.2009
一说出自己的意见就要遭遇不幸、不说自己意见能过“幸福生活”的社会。
一点意见也没有的人,能过好日子的社会。
赞美国家领袖,国民内心都感到高兴的国家。
可以不通过审判,处罚人的国家。
可以自己任命自己为领导人的国家。
一间房间里可以住十个人的国家。
官员人数的增长比工人多的国家。
不能不说谎的国家。
不能不犯罪的国家。
律师与法官意见一致的国家。
给于说谎作家奖励的国家。
在哲学、外交、经济、文学领域里要求国民观点保持一致的国家。
政府决定国民的权利;国民不能决定政府权力的国家。
一部分国民收入是其他人四十倍的国家。
实践民族主义口号的国家。
政府把自己的权力看得最要紧的国家。
在倾听国民意见之前已经知道国民意见的国家
摧残自己国家国民而不受处罚的国家。
重视国民具有何种历史观的国家。
能违背民意强迫国民迁移的国家。
历史学家作为政治仆人的国家。
一直主张世界多元化,唯独强调自己要内心单一化的国家。
国民有了病,很长时间不看医生的国。
国民都相信自己国家世界第一的国家。
指定如何批评自己以及批评方法的国家。
每天说违背昨天许诺的话,却还说自己坚持一贯政策的国家。
不喜欢国民读旧时报刊的国家。
把不学无术的人作为学者的国家。"
每一条都可以对上号...
追悼会
结果…糟糕的追悼词。不知道是哪来的规定,悼词竟然是工作单位代表念的。显然就是一个万用模版,还不忘抨击"旧社会",赞美"新社会",还什么"坚决拥护G_c_d",实在恶心死人。
单位代表恶心人可以理解,毕竟素未谋面,别指望能写出什么有感情的东西(我觉得根本没必要让一个陌生人来)。更伤心的是我爸读的答谢词…那抑扬顿挫的音调仿佛是一个小学生读着他的蹩脚八股作文。我只听到一句句硬生生的感谢来宾…不知道的还以为是开幕剪彩词…
在人生最后告别的时刻,只有这样干巴巴、假得不能再假的词句,让我心里一酸,想到爷爷的眼神,最后一天划过眼角的眼泪,最终没忍住,还是哭了。
在那之后很多年
经常看到电视里有人为治病花光积蓄乃至背债,于是我又开始认为,得了重病往往就会花光钱,托累整个家,然后死掉。
12.21.2009
Dirty air, dirty lung
Can you imagine how to breath in this kind of air? It just smells like the exhaust gas from cars.
12.16.2009
Dec. 15 2009
长久以来,一直很害怕死,害怕家人的死甚至超过自己。记得还没上学之前,有天晚上想到总有一天爸妈要死掉,就难过得睡不着,默默哭起来。
长大后,也希望过能把自己的寿命分点给妈妈,爷爷,奶奶,外婆就好了。(和外婆不是很亲,看在妈妈的分上。)
外公在我读小学二年级的时候,因食道癌去世。对他的印象非常模糊。只记得在医院看到他身上巨大的手术疤痕,从前胸延续到后背,好像一只巨大的蜈蚣缠绕在他身上。还有就是追悼会上,他那瘦得宛如骷髅的脸。当时觉得很吓人。
后来经常听到谁谁谁得癌症死掉,让我在很长一段时间里都以为人最终都会得癌症而死…
12.14.2009
11.02.2009
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Long time no update.>w<
I'm busy with the orders of Green Dam Girl and Halloween Special Urami. After this, I will design the last edition of Lotus Near. Since it's the last edition, there will be something different. ^w^
9.26.2009
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The new fullsets. I want to release them on Saturday( today), but I'm too tried to finish the intro for them now...I sleep at 1 a.m in the past week in order to ship Lotus before the national holiday. I visited my grandpa in hospital today, it's a bit late to finish the intro when I came back. So please wait the release tomorrow.^^
9.25.2009
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forget to say...
to plasticnoodles, thank you very much. It's very nice of you. ^3^ If they block DOA, I will definitely need your help... I can receive comments here by email, but I can't reply the comment since I can't open the page...TvT
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orz.... I can neither edit my blog nor even open it... but I still can post through flickr.
All the proxies are disabled, thanks to the powerful GFW.(great fire wall of China)
Although the project to install Green Dam on every PC is shut down, but the F gov never give up. I saw a news said that now, they focus on the servers. All servers will be installed a software, which called ' Chinese Shield' ( I saw another news called it as 'blue shield'.) Maybe this shield has already been working.
I have to found a new blog temporarily, maybe I will go back to my first blog which at blogbus (http://fairygarden.blogbus.com/) ...I like blogspot, if I can come back, I will.
My friend, a highschool teacher, said some data websites they need are blocked too. The students can't finish their article without these data, so they have nothing to do now.
...It really sucks.
不做亏心事,不怕鬼敲门。老佛爷到底做了多少亏心事,乃至六十大寿的时候担心害怕到如此大范围的无差别攻击?= =|||
9.13.2009
Sept 13 2009
I have done the sanding and assemble works on Lotus No.13-16. Now I'm waiting for their outfits.The basic sewing work is done by a friend of my mom. I will add accessories later.
Therefore, I have some time to prepare the next fullset Girl. I think she will be ready next week.^^
As 1st Oct, the 60 anniversary of PRC is closer, China strength its control on blocking us from Internet. I found the proxy softwares I use work less and less. It's difficult to open blogger now. Although I can post articles by Flickr, it will be a problem for me to update new items in my shop and I'm afraid maybe they will block Flickr during national holiday as which they did during 4th Jun.
What they did is far more beyond annoying.
六十なんで、大嫌い。
9.07.2009
Sept 7, 2009
I was sanding Lotus Near last two weeks, so there was nothing new to show...
Today, just show some 'amazing wigs' I mentioned last time...
I bought 5 wigs from a wig shop, three 6-7 inches wigs and 5 inches wigs.
One 6-7 inches wig is just to~~~~o large, I think it can fit 8-9 inches heads. - -||| The other two are in the right size, but in wrong color. I think I order 2 milk white wigs, but actualy they are gray...That reminds me of granny .
This one in the photo, looks quite well, but the size should be 5 inches...why it fit my Qiiro who needs 6-7 inches wigs? And you will be suprised if you take off the hat...
The one which Urami wears, looks not too bad, but the same, it should be a 5 inches wig which I prepare for my Papana...and the color is not the one I want. = = None of the 5 wigs came in the right size, right color, right style...
8.23.2009
Aug.23 2009
I'm happy that zombie editon sold out very fast, but also, I 'm a bit sad to reject a lot of orders...
Well, I was preparing Lotus Near during last week. All things went well til I caught a cold... I didn't care it at first, so it became more and more serious and affected my work. I should take the pills earlier. (T-T)
When preparing current edition of Lotus, I think about the next edition. I want every edition unique, but it seems there is no suitable color theme for the next edition. Um...maybe black again? I'm considering about a new wig style too. However, the factory asked a high price for a sample, so I looked for another factory. To confirm their ability, I bought some doll wigs from the new factory. Then, you know, factories never lose their creativity to mess an order. Wrong colors, wrong sizes, wrong styles...I will take some interesting photos later. Haha, actually not too bad, I still can pick 2 of 5 for my own girls, but I won't order anymore from that factory.
At last, look for Arai. I haven't got your reply email since last month. I know the flood cause huge damages in Taiwan, so I'm worry about you... Hope you are fine.
8.11.2009
8.09.2009
Aug.9 2009
If there is no accident, I can ship the last edtion Lotus Near and release the new edtion late next week or earily next next week...
Before the wigs arrive, I will prepare a new 24cm girl full set. I plan to release a new girl full set every month from now on. In August, the theme is 'Green........Dam'.
Time goes so fast...I haven't enough time to sculpting new dolls since I have to concentrate on selling, but anyway, I hope I can finish two doll heads this year.
One is Papana (new version). She matches Azone 25cm body or Obitsu 21/23cm body, so she is not a BJD, although all the working steps are the same as a BJD head...
The other head is the mouse, Cheese... (I've seen another mouse doll named Cheese. T-T)
I hope I can finish it before Christmas. >w<
7.31.2009
7.23.2009
Jul.23 2009
I bought some new cloth. Hope the second design works...
7.18.2009
Jul.18, 2009
After these two zombie babies, there will be another, the last zombie baby this year, but zombie theme will not end.^^
BTW, I'm considering a 'Green Dam' fullset. Haha~><
And about Lotus, because the problem of the wig, new Lotus won't be available until August...
Compared with last week, this week is so fine...^^
7.11.2009
Jul.11 2009
I was cheated by a camera shop on Tuesday. I asked them online if they have the camera in stock. They said yes. Then, on Wednesday, I rushed to their shop. They told me it's out of stock and tried to recommend an expensive one to me.- -||| I had to go home and bought one online from Beijing, which made me feel worry during shipping...
On Thursday, the awful wigs made me mad...The factory delayed again and again and gave me such bad quality wigs. At the end, the result of waiting one month is waiting another month...
On Friday, I got the SD card for my coming camera. After I unpacked, I found it's class4, not class6 I ordered... The seller said he didn't have class6...He said he accept return. But I was really exhausted, so I agreed just refund the difference. Then, I noticed the carema shop in Beijing didn't send the carema by the express I asked for. The express they choose was slower...My camera should have arrived on Friday...
On Saturday, I was waiting the camera whole morning. I called the express in noon. They said their motobike went wrong...orz
Finally the camera arrived in later afternoon. No prpblem on it. Hope my bad luck end.
7.02.2009
the big joke has been put off
The name of the software is 'green dam'.
Maybe they didn't image it would be such an big joke...so 4 hours before July 1, they annouced to put off the installtion of Green Dam.
And I found some interesting pictures.
'Green Dam' becomes a girl.
Green Dam and windows XP
Green Dam and fire fox.><(Green dam can't affect fire fox.)
dispute to claim
Jun 26
One day after I show the tracking result of succeful deliver, the buy claimed that the package was empty. That makes me feel 哭笑不得.(find something both funny and annoying)
I believed her when she said she hadn't got the package on Jun 25, although the tracking result showed it was delived on Jun 22. I worried whole day, thinking maybe they post to a wrong address or something else.
However, she changed her words after I showed the tracking result. I have to start to doubt her.
If the package was empty, why she didn't contact me at once, when she got it on Jun 22, but 3 days later, open a Not Received dispute, claiming the package didn't arrive?
I asked my local paypal center what I need to do by phonecall. They said if the buyer claimed the package was empty when she got it, she need to offer a evidence provide from a third party, such as the police or the post office. Then I told the buyer.
July 1,
I hadn't got any replies from the buyer for 4 days, so I asked her to show the evidence or close the dispute.
July 2,
She escalated the dispute to a PayPal claim. She still has no evidence.
6.25.2009
Jun.25 2009
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I made some improvements on the face up.^^
New zombie baby. Guess who is she?XD
Jun.25 2009
I'm surprised that I received a paypal dispute this morning.
The buyer claimed she didn't received the package, which I shipped in Jun. 12.
But the tracking results, both from Chinese EMS website and from Italy post website, show that the package was delivered in Jun. 22, .
I've showed these results to the buyer and wait her reply now...
It's tried.
6.21.2009
Jun.21 2009
I'm preparing the outfit of fullset Qiiro and waiting Lotus's wigs arrive.
Too many things I want to do...Two zombie babies will be released soon, I've painted the face up, then need to design outfit and wait for tiny wigs in new color( blone, sliver).
I planned to finish Qiiro's outfit yesterday, but it seems I have to continue the sewing work tomorrow.><
And zombie twins babies, Lotus Near 13-16 are on schedule.
6.14.2009
Jun.14 2009
Since I have Miaomiao and Mimi in my studio, their fur is everywhere in the room.>< I borrowed the vacuum from my parents. After I moved into my studio, I realized that I need a vacuum for myself.
Then, I found one in a online shop. It cost 220CNY. It's the 1st edtion. The 2nd edtion cost a bit higher, 238CNY. When I was hesitating to buy which edtion, I found the 3rd, newest edtion cost 236CNY, cheaper than the 2nd edtion. What's more, the shopper accept vip card for 3rd edtion, so I decided to buy it at once. I paid online very fast, and felt very happy. I even had a dream that the express brought the vacuum to me at that night...
Next noon, the vacuum arrived. I opend the package as soon as I can.XD There is an invoice inside. I took a glance at the invoice...and found the total is 3xxCNY.
I was suprised why it's 100 more than I paid. I checked the bill I paid yesterday, in fact it's 3XXCNY...
...At last, I realized how careless I am. I just notice the last two numbers of the price. It's 336, not 236 as I thought... nearly 100CNY expensiven...
I think the new functions of the 3rd edtion don't worth 100CNY.
6.10.2009
Jun.10 2009
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I found Flickr is unblocked now, but not blogger.
Today, the web proxy I've used for a long time turns down... The other proxy I use doesn't works well, they said the gov. starts to block it. It's really really annoying.
I read a news this morning, which is more ridiculous.
The gov. requires every computer sold after July 1 2009 should be installed a software, which they claimed as, can block some pornographic websites. However, certainly it will block NOT ONLY pornographic websites. The software can monitor the actions of your keyboard and mouse and take a photo of your screen in every 3 minutes too.
I feel that we are in 1984.
6.05.2009
6.02.2009
June 6, 2009
They blocked the Flickr! Two days before 20th anniversary of the slaughter on the square.
They are fearing.
OK,
Since my blogger, my flickr are not available, maybe I will have time to mourn these dead, on the square!
I can't log in flickr by web proxy, please contact me by email...
DAMMIT!
5.26.2009
May 26, 2009
I've thought maybe they would still be instock when the next batch planned in July. Haha~
2 Snow white Qiiro will be avaible soon. One is the sample in the photo, there will be a discount for the sample, because she is the last cast from the mold, not well.
And I want to buy a new camera.><
5.24.2009
5.23.2009
May 23, 2009
I'm trying different ways of opening my blog.
I found I can't change the layout through proxyies...so it will be a trouble in my shop blog. I can't update news or sidebar.
If they block the blogspot by the Great Firewall of China , will they block Flickr later? They had done before. BTW, many famous websites are screened, such as youtube, livejournal...
- -|||
5.22.2009
May 22, 2009
I'm going to release him next week.^^
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katy,
No problem.>< Thank you.
5.17.2009
testing
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I found I can't open this site this morning, but can open it by a online proxy.
Okay, maybe the Great Firewall of China is working...
It's really annoying.
It seems I can post new posts, but I can't comment by the online proxy.
Hope GFW doesn't bring too much troubles. T.T
I hate them.
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reply for the comments below
Keka1, Oh, I'm sorry I didn't see your comment. >< It's glad they are arrived.^^
katy, (TvT)thank you, I see, but I ended my casting work in Apri.It will be Oct or Nov when I start new casting period.><
5.09.2009
May.9 2009
And there will be some lucky bags to celebrate my birthday in May.^^
4.30.2009
Apr.30 2009
I will attend my friend's wedding tomorrow.XD
I'm going to release Lotus No.9-No.12 in May and fullset Qiiro, which I've planned for a long time.^^
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the first tiny Lii. I repainted her face early this year. Her kimono is quite old, I'm going to make a new one for her, when I have time...
4.22.2009
Apr.22 2009
I plan to send Lotus in early May, then, I will try to make some new fullset dolls.^^
4.10.2009
Apr.10 2009
If the weather is fine, I will finish the casting work next week. ^^
4.08.2009
Apr.8 2009
It's much happier to live in the studio. I don't need to worry of being blamed.
I'm busy with casting these days. It becomes hoter and hoter, so I need to finish the casting work the sooner the better.^^
4.02.2009
Apr.2 2009
I started to live in studio nearly one month ago, so online time is less than before.
Um...something that I haven't complained here before...Hope I don't annoy you.
In fact, my father is against me to be a doll sculptor. He think childen should be obedient to their parents, otherwise they are bad childen.
He said he hopes me fail as soon as possible so that I will give up and find a ordinary job.
Does it sound cruel?...
He said I am lack of conscience and dreams...because my choice to be a doll sculptor makes him painful. He looks down on these who earn money by their hands, such as workers, farmers, craftsmen, etc. He thinks I am a good-for-nothing, which makes him shame. To him, dreams are earning big money, living in a big house, driving expensive cars and having power.
He is always angry with me. He is unpleased with whatever I do unless to obey his wish.
He said he has the right to abuse me with dirty words because I don't earn big money in this family and so he did.
I really don't want to give up my dreams. I have the right to control my life, right? I can't bear him any more, so I moved to my studio which just beside my home and avoid to meet him. I don't want to be abused any more.
Then he wrote me a letter, ' ...if you were me, the daugher you spent a lot of time and money became such a poor relation, you would be painful, hate her and be angry with her, wouldn't you? You SHOULD understand me...'
Ah...Ah...I will never hate my kids. Maybe I can understand him. He is not the only one in China.
It's hard to change my father's mind and it's much harder to change this wonderful land...
...
Ah~I'm feeling better after typing so much.^^
今日はここでおわりましょう。
しっかりしてください。
3.23.2009
Mar.23 2009
3.20.2009
3.12.2009
Mar.12 2009
I've casted four in ivory white skin. I want to pait a different face up with the tan skin one.
I think I can release them in late March.
3.06.2009
Mar.6 2009
Today is a fine day.
I'm going to cast Lotus next week.
3.01.2009
March 1 2009
It's still raining.- -||| I'm going to make one more mold for Riko head.
I think March will be a month of casting.= =...Then I hope I don't need to cast until autumn.
2.23.2009
Feb.23 2009
I shipped all the orders today, so I can work on Lotus now.
I'm going to take out the prototypes from the molds I've done.
It needs two person to do the work, but I have only one...so it costs much time and energy.(TvT)
Then, when the rain stops, I will try to cast Lotus.
2.17.2009
Ah...
Haha... Sorry to shock you... My good mood was destroyed by sth today.
2.11.2009
Feb.10 2009
So I need to cast ordered dolls as soon as possible and will cast Lotus later after rain.
2.06.2009
Feb.06
When I was making the new molds of ver.2 body about a year ago, I thought I would not do the mold twice. It's really a hard work since Lotus has total 56 parts.
However, there were only 2 Lotus sold, casted from those molds...
At first I met the problems on resin and got many miscast pieces.
Then, I casted 3 sets, but one has a cat fur on his nose!
It's not serious, if only I casted a new head.
However, because I felt tired on casting him, I decided have a pause and moved my attention on the new tiny, Tenten.
Several weeks later, I tried to cast again. BUT!!! The tan color changed after such a long time.
So...at last, only 2 Lotus were available from the molds...
I wanted to cast more in Dec. last year, but accident happened again and again...
I'm not pleased with the molds and these failures make me fear to cast Lotus.
It's raining these days, I can't do cast work in my plan, so after some hesitation, I started to redo the molds...
Hope the new molds works well in the furture.
2.02.2009
Feb.02 2009
Lotus has so many parts that I'm a bit afraid to cast him...
1.29.2009
1.24.2009
Jan.25 2009
My uncle invited us for family dinner in a restaurant.
Every thing is happy.
However, at last, when we were going to leave the restaurant, my mother slipped on the wet floor outside toilet. And soon, her left wrist became very gummy.
...It looked like a fracture.
Now, 23:49, my parents are in the hospital. They let me back home first. My father has brought me a good news just now that the result of x-ray shows there is no fracture, but my mother still need a CT check as the doctor asked.
Thank God! Hope she is fine.(TvT)
1.15.2009
Jan.15 2009
I repainted the face up today, but haven't packaged the last Pei Yi yet.
I am going to cast extra hands for Aree tomorrow. I tried this when I was casting ordered girls, but failed...The skin color was a bit red than old version and one fist hand destroyed by my mis calculate.
Hope I success tomorrow.
1.14.2009
Jan.14 2009
I have a stomachache all day.
The ink cartridge I bought in an online shop ran out of ink so quickly.I just printed 20-30 pages... The seller refused my request of refund. That makes me a bad mood.
Because I spent time on contacting the seller the problems of ink cartridge in the afternoon, I had to continue my package work at night.
Then, I damaged one Pei Yi's face up when I was fixing eyelash for her. Now I have to repaint her face up.
I will send other girls tomorrow. TvT
1.13.2009
1.10.2009
Jan.10 2009
1.09.2009
Jan.09 2009
Then, assemble and face up.^^
2 new styles of boots will be available soon. ^o^
1.06.2009
Jan.06 2009
I will start to send them next week.^^
1.03.2009
History of DD-Anne's hand-made dolls
My first attempt on sculpting...Feb. 2005
Later, I tried polymer clay. It didn't work either.
However, soon, I learned there is something called La Doll.
This is My first clay head, WU. April 2005
In May 2005, I started my adventure on sculpting a whole BJD. She was Oruha. I finished her in late August. She was a clay doll and crack easily. I planned to repaire her and to give her rebirth, but at last in the summer of 2008, she died, retruning to be a block of clay.
to be continued...