The ordered dolls will be ready soon, only face up remained.
I will attend my friend's wedding tomorrow.XD
I'm going to release Lotus No.9-No.12 in May and fullset Qiiro, which I've planned for a long time.^^
4.30.2009
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the first tiny Lii. I repainted her face early this year. Her kimono is quite old, I'm going to make a new one for her, when I have time...
4.22.2009
Apr.22 2009
I ended my casting work last week. Now I'm preparing orders.
I plan to send Lotus in early May, then, I will try to make some new fullset dolls.^^
I plan to send Lotus in early May, then, I will try to make some new fullset dolls.^^
4.10.2009
Apr.10 2009
I get used to live in my studio, but there are still many things to buy for the studio. My wallet is nearly empty. T. T
If the weather is fine, I will finish the casting work next week. ^^
If the weather is fine, I will finish the casting work next week. ^^
4.08.2009
Apr.8 2009
Thank my mother for helping me, I can be online in my studio now.
It's much happier to live in the studio. I don't need to worry of being blamed.
I'm busy with casting these days. It becomes hoter and hoter, so I need to finish the casting work the sooner the better.^^
It's much happier to live in the studio. I don't need to worry of being blamed.
I'm busy with casting these days. It becomes hoter and hoter, so I need to finish the casting work the sooner the better.^^
4.02.2009
Apr.2 2009
It's long time since last update...
I started to live in studio nearly one month ago, so online time is less than before.
Um...something that I haven't complained here before...Hope I don't annoy you.
In fact, my father is against me to be a doll sculptor. He think childen should be obedient to their parents, otherwise they are bad childen.
He said he hopes me fail as soon as possible so that I will give up and find a ordinary job.
Does it sound cruel?...
He said I am lack of conscience and dreams...because my choice to be a doll sculptor makes him painful. He looks down on these who earn money by their hands, such as workers, farmers, craftsmen, etc. He thinks I am a good-for-nothing, which makes him shame. To him, dreams are earning big money, living in a big house, driving expensive cars and having power.
He is always angry with me. He is unpleased with whatever I do unless to obey his wish.
He said he has the right to abuse me with dirty words because I don't earn big money in this family and so he did.
I really don't want to give up my dreams. I have the right to control my life, right? I can't bear him any more, so I moved to my studio which just beside my home and avoid to meet him. I don't want to be abused any more.
Then he wrote me a letter, ' ...if you were me, the daugher you spent a lot of time and money became such a poor relation, you would be painful, hate her and be angry with her, wouldn't you? You SHOULD understand me...'
Ah...Ah...I will never hate my kids. Maybe I can understand him. He is not the only one in China.
It's hard to change my father's mind and it's much harder to change this wonderful land...
...
Ah~I'm feeling better after typing so much.^^
今日はここでおわりましょう。
しっかりしてください。
I started to live in studio nearly one month ago, so online time is less than before.
Um...something that I haven't complained here before...Hope I don't annoy you.
In fact, my father is against me to be a doll sculptor. He think childen should be obedient to their parents, otherwise they are bad childen.
He said he hopes me fail as soon as possible so that I will give up and find a ordinary job.
Does it sound cruel?...
He said I am lack of conscience and dreams...because my choice to be a doll sculptor makes him painful. He looks down on these who earn money by their hands, such as workers, farmers, craftsmen, etc. He thinks I am a good-for-nothing, which makes him shame. To him, dreams are earning big money, living in a big house, driving expensive cars and having power.
He is always angry with me. He is unpleased with whatever I do unless to obey his wish.
He said he has the right to abuse me with dirty words because I don't earn big money in this family and so he did.
I really don't want to give up my dreams. I have the right to control my life, right? I can't bear him any more, so I moved to my studio which just beside my home and avoid to meet him. I don't want to be abused any more.
Then he wrote me a letter, ' ...if you were me, the daugher you spent a lot of time and money became such a poor relation, you would be painful, hate her and be angry with her, wouldn't you? You SHOULD understand me...'
Ah...Ah...I will never hate my kids. Maybe I can understand him. He is not the only one in China.
It's hard to change my father's mind and it's much harder to change this wonderful land...
...
Ah~I'm feeling better after typing so much.^^
今日はここでおわりましょう。
しっかりしてください。
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